The energy I am practicing being in is an energy where exciting things and unknown things happen every day.
An energy where things don’t need to replay in a familiar fashion and I am invited to break free from emotional habits.
An energy of loving and giving myself and others so much compassion. An energy that when I want to respond to something, I remind myself how loved I am. And moving from that place.
How would it feel to react in a way that correlates with a reality that I am whole, loved, appreciated, and a part of something bigger?
I am in the process of painting a future and I can see parts of it so clearly. It’s me feeling empowered walking in New York with a cheetah jacket and black boots.
It’s a room full of candles and perfumes and crystals and flowers. It’s a feminine expression of love and softness. A pink comforter and soft furry fluffy pillows.
It’s a dinner party on the roof and being surrounded by people I love.
It’s working at a yoga studio and having a community that sees me and celebrates my gifts.
It’s nesting.
It’s going ice skating and to concerts and having cozy movie nights at home. It’s the feeling of sitting down at my piano. It’s that feeling of being so so so held by the universe.
It’s anchoring into what that will feel like, and allowing it like a golden ray of light to transfer into my particle based human body and reverb back into the wave of energy that exists outside of my human body.
I am so inspired to see it so clearly. I get to keep remembering that I am in charge of the what, and the universe will take care of the how.
I remain open to this wild and beautiful mystery. I remain open to being the most compassionate and inspiring teammate I can be to myself and others.
I remain open to love.
I love you!
<3
Aliya
